Monday, December 29, 2014

I'm Dreaming of a White Christmas

Yes. Its. True. I'm dreaming and hoping that it'll be white here... I mean I have about a 1 in 1 million chance right?

How are you?? Fam I'm so excited to Skype with you this week!! Can you believe its almost Christmas? cause I cant... Its true mom. Christmas is all year round here in the mission! But I really do love it. And honestly thank you to everyone for all your support! It wouldn't be the same without you guys!

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY YESTERDAY. We had a missionary chorus just for you!.
Like 20 or 30 missionaries... I hope you heard us! haha we had an activity yesterday and all the missionaries in the area sang! Oh poder! It was awesome!

We had intercambios this week and I went 3 hours away to Esperanza with Hermana MoƱtano. She is so so great. I learned so much! Whoever said that Honduras is only hot hot and hotter clearly has never been to Esperanza... it was freezing (literally below freezing)! But it was only for one night and I brought every single jacket that I own. But on the up side I had my first warm shower... with actual running water. Like from the shower head. Oh the blessings!

I experienced my first real Hondurian rain storm. Well. If that's not swimming I don't know what is apparently! 

On Saturday we had our first Baptism. Our prayers were answered and everything went smoothly and according to plan. His name is Nahum and he is 13. After when he bore his testimony he just beamed. Yep. This is why I am here in Honduras. you can only get that kind of happiness thought the Gospel of Jesus Christ and I am so lucky to have the opportunity to share it down here. The spirit here in the mission is just amazing and everyday I see the Lords hand in my life. I feel your guys prayers everyday and I pray for all of you just the same.

I hope you have A MERRY CHRISTMAS!! (I hope you get my picture:) Love you all more than you know!!

Hermana ´the master of charades with my companion´ Nelson

MWAH!





Monday, December 15, 2014

2 Months!!

Oph man. 2 months in! Can you believe it? Im going to blink an eye and Im going to be half way. AH! ANYWAY! How are you guys! I love you all and think of you everyday and all the good times that we had! The weeks seem like they are getting shorter and shorter here... its crazy!

We celebrated Chrsitmas this week as a mission. There are about 200 missionaries so its was split into the outer areas and the areas in the city. Since I am in Comayagua... in the outer areas we had ours last Tuesday and it was so so great!!! We had gift exchanges and I finally got to see HE IS THE GIFT video. If you havent yet seen it go onto the Chursch website, watch it, and share it! It is sooo good! Keep in mind the real spirit of Christmas this season! The activity was so fun and at the very end... wait for it... we got to watch FROZEN!!! Oh bendicion! But let me tell you its even funnier when youre witha  whole bunch of Elders who havent seen it yet. theyre sitting there trying to predict the whole movie... like it was brand new. but it was so great!

We have been teaching a lot more lessons instead of just contacting this week. WE are starting to have progressing investigators and everything! We have two baptism set up for right now but we will see if they carry though. We are hoping that all goes well with both!

I´m sorry this isnt very long but everything here in Comayagua is great. People are starting to laugh at my bright pink face (yes mom I wear sunscreen) and my spotted mosquito bitten legs (yes dad I have my 40% deet). But Ilove it here!

I know this church brings us so much happiness in our lives. I have seen it in my life and even just being here for a short amount of time I have seen in the eyes of my investigators. I know that the Book of Mormon is the word of God. Like my investigator Rodolfo says... This book is perfect. Yes it is. Completely perfect! Im so greatful to be apart of this work.

Love you all.
Hermana Nelson

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Week 2!!

!ow this week went by in a flash!! So many miracles this week oh my goodness!! But to start of with Here in comayagua is gorgeous. We are surrounded my mountains and it is so green! Its actually relatively chilly here. Ok... I get it, its not chilly  but every once in a while I have to pull out a jacket. I know right? We live in a house in the corner of our huge area and the inside is pure pink. Sometimes Im not sure If Im walking though candy land or into my house :)

No but in all seriousness answer to my preayers is my trainer Hna Rojas. Oh she is the best! En serio! There is never a dull moment with here... yes Oh how I miss Hna Reed but I seriously lucked out! she is so patient with me and my spanish... oph and heaven (and eeryone who can hear me) knows how much I need that! ha but I do love it here in Honduras and I know this is where I am supposed to be.

Chirstmas time is absolutely the perfect time to start a mission! Everyone is so happy and receptive and it really helps you keep in mind the true meaning of Chirstmas! Oh I love it! By the way... if you havent yet go onto chirstmas.mormon.org and watch the video that is on there! I have been told it is amazing and we have been promoting it to all of our investigators! One of the joys of opening an area is  that there are so many people who have not had the chance to hear the gospel... and then we come and swoop in. It is amazing how the Lord puts people in your path just for you to teach. We have our first Baptismal date onDecember 20!! His name is Nahum, he is 13 and his whole family is members but hes never been baptized and let me tell you he is so great. It is very different teaching someone that young but I love it! And soon he will be able to receive the blessings of baptism!!

I love it here and I love this gospel. I know that Chirst is my savior and redeemer and through him we can return to the presence of our Heavenly Father. This Gospel makes me so happy even though I am hundreds of miles away from you guys! Thank you for all of you support! Love you all!!

Hermana Nelson

Monday, December 1, 2014

HONDURAS HONDURAS!

Hola familia!!! I made it!! Can you believe it_ Cause I barely can! Tons has happened in the the last two weeks! Well for you Thanksgiving! and Black Friday tambien! Of course I thought of you Lindsay and si with your promaster black Friday skills and daddy... I KNOW you got your deals and was probs first in like at Scheels! Aim you probs have a whole new wardrobe... haha jk hope you had a blast in DC or NY... sorry I forgot! But don't you dare move there just yet! And mamma... I KNOW you probs had the best thanksgiving dinner out there! Without a doubt! I miss your food :) I hope you all said hi to the family for me! Miss you all and I hope your Thanksgiving was awesome! Oh where did I have me thanksgiving dinner may you ask_ Oh in a cute little fast food franchise called Pollo Rico! Oh mmm... en serio though! but here I am getting ahead of myself! Oh my last week in the CCM! Oh how I will miss it... mostly the people! Oh me encanta! And the other 4 hermanas! Oh how I will miss them!! And Hermana Reed! Good thing shes here with me or I would be so sad! We left the CCM at 3 in the morning and came to Honduras! Took a quick little pit stop to el salvador (oh one more country I can say am I right?) Then we arrived in Tegulcigalpa! My companions name is Hermana Rojas she is from El Salvador and just darling! And we are in Comayagua... about 2 hours out of tegulcigalpa! We are opening the area!! QUE? Ah its so exciting... and there's a lot of trust in us! The area is huge but bonita tambien! 

My first day here I saw Elder Hale!! (From Alta high) Oh how great it is to see familiar faces! Ah I'm so grateful that I am finally here! I've been waiting for this for what seems like FOREVER! since we are opening in area that means contacting contacting contacting! Out very first contact on my very first day was Hermano Hilario about 70 years old. He is so so great! He came to church with us Sunday which was awesome! Our first meeting with him he came up and gave me a hug... NO Soy misionera Soy misionera! So we are both learning together for sure!

Oh wow How much I have learned about trusting in the Lord. I have no clue what we are doing half the time and well... the other half we are lost in the city :) (Oh man how I have taken those Rocky Mountains for granted. I have no sense of direction haha :)

But yes I stick out like a sore thumb here. TRUST me I do... everyone just stares! Ha but when they do... ha contact. Hola! were missionaries... whats your name? Perfecto! Haha Do I understand what they say? Oh heavens no. But its a lot more fun if you make up conversations in your head. Every once in a while I pick up a word or two to form my story... the only problem is with that is that I think I laugh at the wrong times cause I get a lot of weird looks! Eh no matter!!

Anyway I love you I love you I love you!!
The book is blue and truer than true! I love this gospel and my testimony grows every day out here. Love you!!

Hermana Nelson

(Hopefully sending pictures!!! So sorry if I don't get to all your emails... but I take pictures of them to read later so no worries! And I love every single one of them!! Love you all! Happy belated thanksgiving!!!)

And I love letters :)

Honduras Comayaguela Mission
Edifico plaza america contiguo a sears
una cuardra del mall multiplaza 3 nivel
Tegulcigalpa Francisco Morazan
Honduras




Wednesday, November 19, 2014

LAST WEEK!!!

Oh my goodness Oh my goodness!!! Can you believe it? I have almost made it allll the way though the MTC!!! Holy moly! A week from today I will be in the feild!! Ha ps sorry about the changes in Pday... if i knew I would tell you. But I dont. Ill make sure to talk to the big guy and tell pres cox that I need to have just one day for all of you. Haha jota ka.
 
Anyway... so second to last week!! And let me tell you I have arrived. Im just saying. The other night Hermana Evans woke up to me talking in my sleep. but not jsut talking. But giveing the lessons.... In spanish! Dont they say that once you start dreaming in spanish thats when it all goes well! Well At least I got 'Cree en Dios?' down... several times. So easy I can do it in my sleep. Literally.
but yes the spanish is coming! i mean yeah we have tons of slip ups. hermana Evans went up to the cook and asked for 'mas paz por favor'. (Ps paz does not mean bread). Haha yeah we need more peace in our life!! haha they dont let her live it down! but this last week I spoke in sacrament meeting so I hope that means I got a little of it down.
 
I love it here in the MTC. Its like nothing Ive ever experienced. The spirit is so so strong here and every one around is so great. But I am so excited to get out in the feild. Terrified... but excited! They balance eachother out right? And appartenly my mission presidents are awesome. Presidente Cox went to a retreat to panama witht hem this week along with all the other leaders here at the CCM and everything I say Presidente Fortuna and his wife.... they all put the hands over thier hearts and just sigh and say I am the luckiest. And I am so excited to meet them! T minus... well on tuesday!!
 
So this week Elder Ochoa came and spoke to us in a LIVE devotional!! it was honestly so so amazing!!! (He's the one that spoke in conference I think two conferences ago.)And let me tell you he did awesome. Ill give you a little snipit!
 
"We cannot change a lot of things. Most things. but we CAN change out attitudes, our hearts, and hopefully their hearts too. Those who have fatih in Christ will not focus on the things that aren't important. We can't sit back and focus on the things that we cant change... the weather, another persons decisions or the rules. Its no ones fault... its your fatih. Our faith is the only weapon that we have. When we exercise our faith we can witness miracles."
 
So I love you all so so much!! When will I write you next well... 1 Ne 13:22. heh heh. I have no clue! hopefully next week! HONDURAS HERE I COME!! Woohoo!
 
I love this gospel so much. It is is simple and sweet. I know that I am a daughter of my Heavenly Father and he love me and loves all of us more than we can imagine. I know that He listens to each and every one of our prayers. He is on our right hand and on our left. D&C 84:88!
 
hermana nelson
 
(Sorry If I didnt get to reply to your letter! I still love you!!)

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

I love you all!!!

Hola!!!! Como esta??
I hope everything is goin ggreat out in sandy!!! From all your wmails sounds like you guys are doing great!! Well this is it!!! well I guess not it but TWO MORE WEEKS!! Not that Im counting down or anything but I totally am!!! I cant wait to get out there! I cant believe that its almost been a whole month!
 
This week has been crazy! ( I thik I say that every week but I really do mean it!) An elder in our district left this week! He was only with us for 8 days but once your here... your family!!! Haha en serio though. i think I have sang God Be With you til we Meet Again more this last week than I ever have in my entire life but let me tell you.... It gains more meaning the more we sing it!
 
P days are the best!! Each p day we start off with the temple! We are so lucky! Ive already been 4 times! its just a little jont down the street so its perfect!! Ah theres no place Id rather be then there!!
 
We jsut got back from the market down the street!! Oh how Iove our little feildtrips!! (Even if they are only 20 minutes) we were told that we could but whatever food we want just as long as we dont take it back to the CCM. And yes. Let me tell you. Us 6 hermanas know how to eat. We downed that whole pack of oreos... cookies and cream candy bars and other chocolate (naturally).
 
Basically this week has been full of teaching and learning... then more teaching and more studying.... then more teaching annnnnnd the some sleep. And then I swear were always eating. this week I got to teach a real investigator that has never met with missionaries before! it was such an amazing experience!! I know Ive said it before but I dont think that he learned the same language I did... but after enough charades... we got our point across. and after enough laughing at our spanish on his part I think we at least got something through the translation. but really though. the spirit is so strong in those lessons. I cant even wait til I can really get out there.
 
This week has been such a humbling experience. I love this work and I know I am here for the Lord. I have to consistently remember that being out of your comfort zone is worth it... because thats when you know you are doing something worth while!!!
 
I love every one of you!! This church is true if I didnt know that I wouldnt be here :)
 
Love Hermana Nelson :)

Hump week!!

Wow!! Can you believe it!!! I officially made it half way!! Ah so now instead of moving away from leaving home im moving towards the actually mission!! Im so excited!! Like I mean Im definitely not ready yet. I still have so much to learn but it will come! I love all of you dearly!! Sorry its been about 10 days and sorry for the confusion last p day! But I should be emailing on wednesdays... but maybe tuesdays. Eh lets throw a monday in there too! So maybe write on sunday :)
 
So this week has been the bomb! Last Tuesday we escaped! Ha Jota Ka... We got to go out on a city tour and go to the market! wow!! Guatemala is gorgeous! They call it the land of trees! and for good reason! WE went and saw a reference map of all of quatemala!! Look it up! (sorry its probably not even what its called...) But it was really awesome!! We went to the market and shop around! Wow... I think its two different languages Im learning.Out teachers are so nice and speak so slow. Yep I get it. Thats not how it really is!! Ha but I am rall good at laughing at the right moments (well I hope) and smiling when they are trying to talk to me. Our district all bought skirts and ties! I wish I could send you pictures!! We were hoping for one but rules are rules! Then we got to go to WENDYS!!! Wahoo! Um ps you have not lived until you have had a frosty from Guatemala. I dont know if it was cause Iwas craving it or what. But santa baca... dang good!( Then we got to go out on the streets and talk to people! Ah it was such a great taste of what it is going to be like!!
 
 On tuesday All of the Hermana Latinas left!Oh my goodness I miss them so so so much!!!For one night there were only 18 of us in the CCM! Crazy huh? Now thres about 50 but no more latinos come until next week :( so our teachers tell us that we are the new latinos since we are now the oldest. So low and behold... what were we for halloween? LATINOS :) Cause lets be honest... I so wish I was. All the sisters in my district wore our skirts and the elders wore their ties! We were adorable! Hermano Abadillo and Hermano VAsquez gave us new latino names. So you can all call me Hermana Marta now :) heh.
 
One thing I have learned this week is that we need to be postive. Put a smile on your face no matter waht. I am here doing the Lords work and I am so very very happy about it. Its all in your attitude in how you respond to every situation and once you look at it in that light and have the right mindset that is when you can really teach with the spirit and bring that joy that I have to so many people!!
 
So basically everyday at the CCM (MTC) is wake up, eat, study, class, eat more, class, deportes (oh have I told you we do Insanity for deportes? Presidente Cox is so into it. He thinks its the best thing in the entire world!! Then we go play volyball with the elders. If you have ever seen me play vollyball dont laugh... Im getting better!! Sorta.) And then we eat some more, class, bed and reapeat. So as you can imagine all the days are meshing into one!! one suppppeer long day!!! But honestly I love here at the CCM. The people here are so so great. Presidente and Hermana cox are the absolutly best! All the teachers are amazing! And I get to spend it with so many awesome missionaries!! (Oh and odnt froget about the awesome ice cream! I dont know what they put in it... but its dang good!)
 
So sunday was fast sunday!! It was honestly the best thing in the entire world!! There we so many good devotionals and lessons but the best part was fast and testimony meeting! So sacrament meeting is still in spanish and everyone is urged to bear their tesimony. I dont think I have ever felt the spirit so strong in sacrament meeting before. There is such a sweetness and simpicity to this gospel. And I love it so much. Most people could only say a few sentances but it wasnt about what they were saying it is the spirit that is brought. It is truely amazing. Towards the end of the meet onle of the polynesan elders got up and said the one sentance that he knows. The church is true and then continued to sing. Families are Forever in english. There was sucha power in that room and you could hear the sniffles thoughout. Family... I love you so much and I cant wait for eternity!!
 
I love you all!!! Dont have too much fun without me!! I love being here! It is the hardest thing I have ever done... but definietely the most rewarding as well!!
 
The church is true. I know that with all my heart.
 
Hermana Nelson
 
ps... if you get my picture of the whole ccm... just take note that all the older hermanas are adorable and matching. We think we are hilarious and plan our outfits. Yes. We are 5 today :)

Monday, October 27, 2014

Week 2!! Wahoo!

Hola family!!! Sorry I think my time might get cut short this week!!!
But I love each and every one of you! Do you guys miss me yet?? Haha
eh probs not! But this wee was so great! There are so many things that
I wish I could tell you but I dont know if Ill be able to get them all
down!! Well I have anmost hit 2 weeks!! Can you imagine?? It seems
like FOREVER! Like the airoport? AGES AGO!            But I just do
adore you guys!! Tomorrow all of the latinos leave and it will just be
the nortes left!! So for one whole day there will be 18 of us here!!
And then about 20 will show up and thats it. I AM SO SAD that all the
Latina Hermanas are leaving. It is seriously amazing how close you can
get to someone that you cant even communicate with!! Mostly its just
charades... or the game telephone? Yeah thats a fun one!! But they are
so amazing! Hermana Solis already invited me to be her bridesmaid!!
HAHA yes!! I have an in!! But honestly... I dont know what I will do
without them!! Especially wihtout talking to the native speakers! My
spanish will go downhill after they leave! But I am so excited for
them!           Presidente Cox gave an amazing devotional last night
about missionary work! I dont have time to explain it but it makes me
so so excited to just get out there and get to work!! Except first...
I may need to learn the language first. We taught an actually less
active member last week or tried to at least... it speak so fast. Im
pretty sure that he didnt understand a single word that was said
(Cause we sure didnt) But whats important is that you teach with the
spirit. As long as the spirit is there than you are set. It is
necessary in every lesson!! And trust me... We learned that the hard
way!! I still have so much to learn before I get out there... BRING
IT!! Haha Im ready!!            This last thursday  we officailly can
only speak spanish... or more spanglish. If you add an o onto every
word and have some sort of accent it sounds legit!! haha not that the
latinos can understand me AT ALL but its the thought that counts
right? Not only do we have to speak spanish but there are consequences
for every english word we say... One english word equals one running
Well that first morning... While I was still in bed may I add... I
asked Hermana Reed if she was showering or if I could shower. Oh thats
already a good start. OH and also 'email' isnt spanish. Yep. Said that
about 10 times. Sooooo by the end of the day I think I was at 30 or
so. Yeah dont you worry fam.... Ill be in REALLY good shape by the
time I get home!! (WELL eh maybe itll balnace out with the food! They
feed us so much!! And we cant waste any of it!!)          Well sorry
for the short letter! But I love you all!! Ps no pics for the next 4
weeks. No cameras :( CCM rule! But I love you!!! Keep wirting!! I love
hearing about ALL of your lives!!! I seriously have the best family
and friends in the entire world!!! (And yes I know... I cant spell)
MWAH!!!!!!!!! Hermana Nelson

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Hello from the CCM!!

Hola Mi familia!!!!
Como esta!! Oh my goodness I loved each and every one of your emails!! sorry If I wasnt able to respond individually! but just know that i absolutely adore each and every one of you!!
 
The CCM is amazing! Holy cow how do I describe it! Its the happiest, most frustrating, hardest, craziest, weirdest, best ever. Not a single day has had time to be meh. There is always something going on and something to focus on and so much to do. I feel like I barely have time to think for myself! so... if there is a lot of grammatical errors or this email doesnt make any sense just know that my mind is moving about a million miles per hour and my hands are shaking Im so excited to talk to you!! the environment down here is crazy.That's the only word that I can come up with. In the entire CCM there are about 20 hermanas and maybe 80 elders! *ps I have no idea how to use the question mark and the parentheses( Lo siento! By the way... the words that I use the most... Lo siento and no se. Yep learned those SUPER fast!! Haha the nicest thng down here is that EVERYONE speaks English... or is trying to like me! The Hermanas Latinas are such a BLESSING! One of the most important rules is to always talk to them. And let me tell you it is hard. On my first day I literally said hola and sat in silence the entire lunch cause I had no idea what to say!! But now its always laughing and super rough conversations! so basically we sit down play a game of charades for 45 minutes and then go back to our classes. But holy cow... language barriers or not, they are the BEST. I love them all so much and Ive only been here for a week!! One of the Hermanas (Hermana Diaz) just sits there and laughs at me literally the entire time at lunch. so either I'm really funny... or I am not saying what I think I am (about 100 percent sure its the latter)
 
Have I made a fool of myself may you ask! ha oh yes. oh yes oh yes. In case you are wondering "Que quapo" is not another word for oh cool... and you definitely should NOT yell it in the lunch room nest to all the elders. Also... Dia and Dios are TWO separate words and tired and marriage are not the same either. But the best one? I gave the prayer in front of the whole CCM on what was it my second or third day here (All my days are confused. Im pretty sure Ive only been here for one huge LONG day. They haven't split up. ANYWAY. So my prayer. Yep. Prayer 101. (Oh did I mention I gave it in Spanish?) Yeah I told my teachers I was in love with them... and I told the Latinos they need to learn Spanish. heh heh. YEAH.... so didn't know that til after I sat down but uh... I have a lot of learning to do!!!
 
Holy cow. Have I mentioned that I love it here? Have I mentioned how hard it is here? I think Im in about 200 percent over my head BUT are you kidding? TOTALLY worth it. *Lo siento for spelling!... aim wanna edit this? If you can?) The days are so long but I think Im getting  more sleep than I ever have! (EIGHT hours? QUE?!)
 
Wow and have I learned SO much. And yes Dad... its like I'm standing in front of a fire hydrant spraying at my and I'm trying to drink ALL of the water.... It doesn't super work all that well! But obedience exactimento!! As long as I am obedient and strive to have the spirit with me AT ALL TIMES then I will be blessed. I will be able to learn everything that I need to bring people to the happiness that I know and I will be able to strengthen my testimony *definitely) in the process. MY second day here we had to teach a lesson in Spanish! Ah! Tonight will be my fifth one. It is crazy how much the spirit can teach you in just a few days.
 
The first few days here it was drilling Spanish like no other! I think I have officially exhausted all the knowledge that I have of it! There was so much spanish that it was hard to focus on the spirit. And that is the MOST IMPORTANT thing to keep with you always. you can have all the knowledge you want and say everything but without there spirit there there is no teaching being done. As a district (Ps best district IN EL MUNDO there are 4 hermanas and 4 elderes) we are starting to focus more on the spirit more than anything. Once we hav the spirit the spanish will come easy and fast. Yesterday we had an Espanol fast for 24 hours. No talking in English. For 24 hours. And we will start it again here tonight. It helps so much!! we try so hard... or just add an o on the end of every word... but we will get there!!
 
My companion is Hermana Reed. she is so so patient with me!! For those of you who know Megan Barrett... honestly they are THE SAME!! She is so sweet!
 
No worries... I still laugh smile and joke... the CCM hasnt taken that from me. It is a blast and all the Hermana Nortes (North American Hermanas) are so great and hilarious!!
 
We I LOVE YOU ALL! Im just about out of time!!
 
A quote from my district meeting (if you have made it this far) is now officially my favorite. Actually there is 2.
 
"Don't you quit. You keep walking. You keep trying. There is help and happiness ahead. Some blessings come soon, some come late and some don't come til heaven. But for those who embrase the Gospel of Jesus Christ, they come. It will be alright in the end. Trust God and believe in good things to come."   Jeffery R Holland
 
I know this is so true. SO TRUE. If you embrace the Gospel of Jesus Christ the blessings will come. Everything will be alright. Keep walking. Youll get there!
 
LOVE YOU
 
Hermana Nelson
 
*ps... if you decide to send me anything make sure you address the letter... or package (heh heh) with hermana nelson... that way there is no problem for it getting here! MWAH!!!
 


 
 

Farewell Talk



I have been called to serve the Lord in the Honduras Comayaguela Mission. I am so so excited to finally get out there. It’s been a long time coming.

It’s so funny to see people’s reactions when they hear I’m going to Honduras. I think I have heard my fair share of “Oh… Good Luck” or “Honduras? No don’t worry… I’ll pray for you” or “Holy Cow. What did your mother say about that? Is she still letting you go?” As of now, yes she’s still letting me go. Well I hope. Yes we have heard every story in the book. And YES we have read the travel advisories and every warning. She has about two days left to speak up. So mom…speak now or forever hold your peace.

I decided to talk about Christ… I know its broad but it’s also the most important. Everything in our religion is centered on Christ; his atoning sacrifice, his example and his love.

Come unto Christ

Jeffery R Holland once taught, “The Prophet Joseph Smith once declared that all things “which pertain to our religion are only appendages” to the Atonement of Jesus Christ. In like manner and for the same reasons, every truth that a missionary or member teaches is only an appendage to the central message of all time—that Jesus is the Christ, the Only Begotten Son of God, the Holy Messiah, the Promised One, the Savior and Redeemer of the world; that He alone burst the bands of death and triumphed over the captivity of hell; that no one of us could ever have those same blessings without His intervention in our behalf; and that there never shall be any “other name given nor any other way nor means whereby salvation can come unto the children of men, [except] in and through the name of Christ, the Lord Omnipotent.” 

Our basic message and our hope for everyone that we come in contact with is to ‘come unto Christ’ and be perfected in him. Christ himself said, “I am the way, the truth and the light.”

Christ died for us. He paid the ultimate price. He atoned for each one of our sins and though his atonement and love we can return to live with our father in Heaven again.

Christ preformed many miracles. He raised Lazereth from the dead, he gave sight to the blind and he cleansed the leaper. He served the people, he taught the people and he blessed the people. He taught us to love our neighbors and to give to those who are sick and afflicted. One of the best ways to become like Christ is to loose ourselves in the work and serve others. WE may think that we don’t have the capacity or the ability to make such a huge difference but what we don’t realize is that any small act of kindness that we show to others may be just what they need. As I leave on my mission I hope that whatever small act of service or part of my testimony that I can give will be just enough and may be that small thing that that person needed. My sister Amy said it perfectly… I’m not out there to change the world… but if I can reach just one person… it can influence a generation.

One of my favorite stories is about a boy and a starfish.

Once upon a time, there was an old man who used to go to the ocean to do his writing. He had a habit of walking on the beach every morning before he began his work. Early one morning, he was walking along the shore after a big storm had passed and found the vast beach littered with starfish as far as the eye could see, stretching in both directions. 

Off in the distance, the old man noticed a small boy approaching.  As the boy walked, he paused every so often and as he grew closer, the man could see that he was occasionally bending down to pick up an object and throw it into the sea.  The boy came closer still and the man called out, “Good morning!  May I ask what it is that you are doing?”

The young boy paused, looked up, and replied “Throwing starfish into the ocean. The tide has washed them up onto the beach and they can’t return to the sea by themselves,” the youth replied. “When the sun gets high, they will die, unless I throw them back into the water.”

The old man replied, “But there must be tens of thousands of starfish on this beach. I’m afraid you won’t really be able to make much of a difference.”

The boy bent down, picked up yet another starfish and threw it as far as he could into the ocean. Then he turned, smiled and said, “It made a difference to that one!”

Learn of his teachings and example

The Savior was sent here for a divine cause. Heavenly Father loves us so much that he sent his only begotten son. Do we realize how powerful that phrase is? Our father sent His son here to atone for our sins so that we can return to live with Him again someday. Not only did Christ die for us but he also LIVED for us. He lived and taught though his example so that we can become more like him.
My favorite Hymn perfectly portrays Christ’s love.

1. I stand all amazed at the love Jesus offers me,
Confused at the grace that so fully he proffers me.
I tremble to know that for me he was crucified,
That for me, a sinner, he suffered, he bled and died.

2. I marvel that he would descend from his throne divine
To rescue a soul so rebellious and proud as mine,
That he should extend his great love unto such as I,
Sufficient to own, to redeem, and to justify.

3. I think of his hands pierced and bleeding to pay the debt!
Such mercy, such love and devotion can I forget?
No, no, I will praise and adore at the mercy seat,
Until at the glorified throne I kneel at his feet.

(Chorus)
Oh, it is wonderful that he should care for me
Enough to die for me!
Oh, it is wonderful, wonderful to me!

I’m amazed at the love Christ offers to each and every one of us. “Such mercy such love and devotion can I forget?” Christ’s atoning sacrifice is for each and every one of us. This is the only way that we can return to our Father in Heaven again. That is truly truly amazing and it is something that I am so excited to spread to the people of Honduras. This gospel is the gospel of pure happiness. True joy and happiness, to me, is having confidence and having peace. Confidence that my father in heaven loves me and the peace that comes along with that knowledge.

How we should follow that example and become more Christ-like

The gospel is not JUST about going to church. Of course we do come to take part in the sacrament. Yes it is important… and by coming to church you are able to learn more, connect with others and feel of the spirit… but you have to LIVE it first. You HAVE to be engaged!!

I was talking to an older gentleman once a few years back who decided to come to church based on one person’s actions. He saw the light in the person’s eyes and he wanted to know more about what was making this person so happy and where they found this joy. He phrased it in a way that I will never forget. He said, “I’ve been in a freezer up until now and now I have been brought to the stove. Some of you have been at the stove your whole life but …Believe me being warm is better.”

Neal A. Maxwell once said… “Don’t ever think that your light isn’t good enough to share.”  Share your light. You have been placed here to light up someone else’s life and it may be to someone whose flame is flickering.

Elder Bednar in this last conference gave an amazing talk about missionary work and coming to see for yourself. It started off with a simple question… “Why are Latter-day Saints so eager to tell me about what they believe and to invite me to learn about their church?”
 
He continued to answer this with a story.

One evening Elder Bednar and his wife were watching their two boys play outside when one got slightly injured. They watched as the boys went inside to care for the younger boys scratch on his arm. They washed his arm and began to sooth the pain by putting the whole tube of medicated ointment and lined the arm with bandages.

Now the story goes as follows…

What happened next is most important. The injured brother gathered up the remaining bandages and the almost empty tube of ointment, and he went back outside. He quickly sought out his friends and began to put ointment and bandages on their arms. Susan and I both were struck by the sincerity, enthusiasm, and rapidity of his response.
Why did that little boy do what he did? Please note that he immediately and intuitively wanted to give to his friends the very thing that had helped him when he was hurt. That little boy did not have to be urged, challenged, prompted, or goaded to act. His desire to share was the natural consequence of a most helpful and beneficial personal experience.
Sharing with other people things that are most meaningful to us or have helped us is not unusual at all.

The Atonement of Jesus Christ provides the cleanser necessary to be made pure and clean, the soothing salve to heal spiritual wounds and remove guilt, and the protection that enables us to be faithful in times both good and bad.

How the atonement gives us courage and hope

The atonement not only covers our sins but also our sorrows, grief and disappointment. It is completely infinite and intimate. The gospel is for everyone and anyone that wants to come.
The Gospel is good news. There is so much joy and happiness that goes along with each aspect it. If there was only one word that I could use it would be love – the infinite love that our father in heaven gives to us, the love of our Saviors atoning sacrifice, and love of the gospel.

Some of you have asked why I am going on a mission or why I have the desire to go. I was the kid in primary that when people would ask who wants to go on a mission my hand would shoot up. I don’t really think I knew what I was saying back then and I probably don’t really know what it is that I am getting myself into. But what I do know is that… This Gospel is such a comfort to me and it gives me hope to keep going on a day to day basis. It has gotten me through some of my hardest moments and most importantly it has given me so much joy. I was raised in the church so a lot of times going to church and saying family prayers was more a part of my family’s routine. Or that’s the way that it seemed to me. But it was not until much later when I was able to see the peace that the gospel offered me. I can still remember the day when I KNEW that I was a child of God. I think the fact that this concept was engraved into my mind at a very young age it was more just a phrase than knowledge. There is a difference between a belief and knowledge. Belief is the first step and it is definitely a start but when you have finally have the knowledge that the gospel is true then that is when a testimony is born. Not the testimony of your leaders and parents that you have relied on for so many years… but your own. Your own testimony that you will nurture and grow and hopefully in some capacity share with others.

For me gaining my own knowledge of the truthfulness in the gospel it’s not what I read or the words that have been spoken… It’s what I have felt. It’s what I have felt while reading my scriptures. It is what I have felt as I come to church. And It is what I have felt as I have prayed for a better understanding.

In D&C 50:14 it reads: “To preach my gospel by the spirit, even the comforter which was sent forth to teach the truth.”’

As missionaries we are not sent out to teach and convince the people we are going to come into contact with. We are there merely as facilitators for the spirit to work through us.
In Preach my gospel it says that your purpose is to… “ Invite others to come unto Christ by helping them receive the restored gospel through faith in Jesus Christ and His atonement, repentance, baptism, receiving the gift of the Holy Ghost and enduring to the end.”

I am so excited to be a facilitator of the spirit to teach these truths. This gospel really is so simple. Come unto Christ, LIVE the gospel and take part in the blessings of the atonement. I’m just out there to teach happiness…True happiness that can be felt by everyone. And that’s purely what this gospel is. HAPPINESS. This gospel is so sweet. So sweet. And I just want everyone to be able to feel what I feel and know what I know.

Thank you to all of my leaders bishops over the last 15 or so years we’ve been in this ward. Thanks for teaching me and putting up with me for all these years. Thank you to this ward for everything. This really is a ward family. I have so many second and third and fourth moms. All the simple “hey we’ve been thinking about you” and waves in the halls have meant the world to me.

I’m so grateful for my family. I am so grateful for the knowledge that families are eternal and that we can live together again someday. 

Dad I love you. You’ve always been there for me in all my moments big and small. You’ve been my number one fan from day one. Whether it’s coming to every. Single. One of my swim meets… which can definitely get pretty boring or leaving me a singing good night voicemail I appreciate every one of them. You’re the best.

Aim. Hey you gunna miss me? Eh probs not… But really in all seriousness you have been my role model my whole life. People probably get sick of how much I talk about you…that sounds creepy but you know what I mean. Please don’t get married while I’m gone… I have this super awesome…definitely not embarrassing wedding speech planned for you. I’d hate for you to miss it.

Lindsay and Si. I seriously I want to grow up to be just like you two. You are the most selfless people I know. Not once have I called you and you haven’t helped me with anything… that stats homework? Yeah that was all you guys. You two are truly amazing in everything you do. 

Mom. You’re my hero. I can’t even count how many times I’ve been able to vent, rant, or cry on your shoulder. You’ll probably get a lot more sleep now that I won’t keep you up til the wee hours of the morning chatting. You know what it’s true when they say moms give the best advice. Love you.

I love this gospel more than anything. I am honestly so excited to go out and serve the Lord. I couldn’t think of a better way to spend 18 months. This gospel is sweet. And it brings the ultimate joy and happiness. I’m just going to say it over and over. I love the gospel with all my heart and all I KNOW that it is true. The only way to find out is to kneel down and ask the Lord. He answers each one of our prayers. I’m so grateful for the atonement and the courage and hope it brings me every day.

In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.